Ebb and Flow
My life lately seems to be a constant dance of coming into and out of balance. There have been times when I feel empowered and in-tune, and then other moments when routine gets away from me and I feel like I’ve been knocked off my game. This natural ebb and flow can feel like a banged up roller coaster. What I remind myself of however, is that the highs and lows are fleeting and that continuing to show up for myself is a practice. We can become attached to the sweet spots when life feels aligned, and feel like we have lost ourselves when things feel misaligned.
Through my yoga practice, I have learned how to better stay the course when life feels bumpy. When practicing, there are moments when I feel centered and strong and there are times when I hit places which are just plain uncomfortable. My practice is sacred to me because I get to show up on my mat as I am and experience all of it. The balanced handstand and the quiet savasana are elements of the practice, but for me, they are not representative of all of it. I show up because my practice teaches me how to enjoy the beauty of the sweet spots as well as be there for myself and practice breathing through spaces from which I want to escape. My practice is a way to re-create patterns to better serve myself and my body. Yoga, for me, encompasses all of this.
And from my practice, I can then begin to transfer these principles more easily into my life. When I feel like I have lost my balance, I know I can be there for myself. I know that I have the tools of presence and breath which can get me through in a conscious way. I have learned that there will be times of connection and joy and there will be times when I wobble and fall. Thank goodness life is not stagnant. Thank goodness life allows for all of these pieces; allowing opportunities to soften our perspectives, and allowing chances to learn to value both the ebb and the flow.
This entry was posted on February 25, 2016 by aubri barnes. It was filed under Uncategorized .
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